Paul B
Sorte
Well, I just got home. After letting a few tears fall on the drive home, it seems to me that it is not meant to be this time (again). No one has any positive news about this. I could only hope the best that his condition is not a huge deal and that he would eventually get over it. But as everyone has said, and I agree, he should definitely be checked out BEFORE even being shipped, but I don't have the money to give the breeder to do that and she is not willing to have him checked out further. So, I guess I am going to have to let him go.
The breeder is willing to give me a full refund, so that is good. It was even worse that I came home to a pile of boxes at my door, all of which were supposed to be for him. I can't even begin to say how I am feeling right now. I look at his picture on my avitar and it brings tears to my eyes again.
I feel like I'm already attached and I have never met him... Just knowing that he is going to live his life with this condition and unless someone else is willing to buy him and have him checked out, nothing is even going to be done for him. I wish I had a large amount of money just to be able to get him, have him checked out and fixed if possible, but that is not the case.